I don’t understand
Why does nobody notice that I’m NOT happy?! That I’m far from it. My hearts broken, I’m an insecure mess, I care too much about others than I do myself, I try to improve my insecurities then just realize they are still there, I put on a fucking fake smile every day of my life and nobody even remembers what my real smile looks like because nobody’s really seen it. Why am I THE person people can turn to but I can’t turn to anyone?!